It’s Been a While

Hello Friends,

 

My, my, my time has flown!!! So much has changed in my life. I successfully completed nursing school December of 2016 (praise Him!) and passed the NCLEX in February of 2017 (wowzers).

I could go into great detail about all of this but the truth is I already have several videos documenting this on my YouTube channel and I don’t really want to think about the past as crazy and clichĂŠ as that sounds. I’ve overcome so much that I just want to look forward to the future and see what awaits me. As of now, I’m still currently jobless 😢 which is sadly expected. I live in a large metropolitan area which is very and I mean VERY saturated with nursing schools and nurses in general. Every public bus, bench, and billboard in a 30 mile radius has advertisements for this that and the third nursing program. My nursing school alone put out over 400 nurses this past December so getting a hospital job let alone into a nurse residency program is something of an achievement and/or miracle.

The hospital that I’m salivating to work for isn’t releasing their new grad RN residency program application until June/July. As you can clearly see it’s February. So I’m figuring out what my next move is and I’m trying to be okay with knowing that I’m not quite sure what that is. I’m using all this free time to do all the things I never had time for in nursing school: Netflix binges, catching up on all the movies I wanted to see, devoting more time to my YouTube channel, reading more, updating my blog etc. Don’t worry, I’m doing some productive things too. I’ve enrolled in a nutrition class as this is my last prerequisite before I can apply to a RN-to-BSN program and I’ve seriously started looking at RN-to-BSN programs. In fact, I hope to start one this summer #allsummer2017. This is what is happening for me and it doesn’t sound terribly exciting when it’s written out. Thanks for following me along on this journey!

Anyways, until next time see ya!

Here are some videos documenting what I’ve been doing these late coupla months, enjoy!

 

 

 

Med-Surg HESI Results….

So if you read my last blog post, then you know I had my Med-Surg HESI yesterday afternoon and I was FREAKING OUT.

So what happened? What were my results………?

 

 

 

I got a 922!!!!!! Basically that means I got full points on HESI and I am elated! If you want more information about how grades work in my nursing program you can read this blog post. I honestly wasn’t expecting to score this well but I did. I can only thank God for this result. I would love to elaborate but I have my Med-Surg final tomorrow so I really should be studying. I just wanted to check in and honor my promise from yesterday. Thanks for following my journey and be sure to follow my YouTube channel 🙂

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV1dj9VeiCa_UcuF96Z6FMQ

 

Until next time, see ya!

Nursing School Update: Psych & Med-Surg 2?

Hello guys and gals!

Long time no speak.

I’ve been pretty busy with school. I’m in the final stretch of nursing school (73 days ahhhhh). I CANNOT believe it’s almost over. Seriously. 2016 flew by! Anyways, I passed psychiatric nursing (thank you Lord). I ended up with a B in the class. I was kinda bummed out because I ended up with a 92.1 and if you read my blog post about the basics of my nursing program, then you would know a 93 is considered an A and I was just about a point shy of an A. Either way, I’m still grateful for passing the course with a decent grade and I also did really well on the HESI. I got an 1167, this was the highest I’ve ever scored on a HESI exam. I was really proud of myself. Overall I did enjoy the course. Psychiatry is such a complex topic and learning about different mental and addictions disorders was extremely interesting. Ehhh, I’m not completely sold on the idea of becoming a psychiatric nurse, however, I’m not as opposed to it as I was before. Either way, psych patients end up in all areas of nursing so the content is very relevant to any nursing specialty. My clinical experience was pretty brief. This is mostly because the facility I was at had a lot of high-risk patients so students weren’t allowed on the floor for longer than an hour. That was psych in a nutshell!

On to the next one! So advanced Medical-Surgical nursing or Medical-Surgical nursing 2 started. This class is 6 weeks and I’m already two weeks in. Next week with be the beginning of the 3rd week. Up to now there has been one exam on the endocrine system that was this past Friday. So far I like the content. The endocrine system is pretty damn important and now I find myself looking at strangers who look like they may have an endocrine disorder and trying to diagnose them. I studied so much for this exam and I felt very prepared. After taking the test I knew I had passed but there were a couple of questions I was unsure of. And of course most of those questions were select-all-that-apply. Those are always the questions I struggle with the most. In this class there will be 2 Tests (25% each), a final (35%), and the HESI (15%). I’m trying to start this course off strong and seeing as this first test was worth 25% of my grade I don’t have much wiggle room to not do well. Anyways that’s my update with school. I’m still chugging along. Hello to all my new subscribers/followers! Thanks for following my journey ^_^

Until next time…..see ya!

Natural Hair & Nursing?

 

Natural hair and nursing……..do they clash do they agree? Hmmm

If you didn’t know I am a woman of color, specifically Haitian-American. I’ve been natural, as in no chemicals and relaxer free, for a little over 3 years now. I have very thick, dense, coarse, and kinky hair. Right now if I stretch my hair it reaches my bra strap. I absolutely love my hair. I enjoy being natural and I’m comfortable in my skin. However, being natural and being a nursing student has proven to be somewhat of a challenge.

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Freshly washed and conditioned. 

 

First and foremost, my hair is massive. Literally. It’s like walking around with a soft, black cloud around my head. I also happen to live in a very humid environment so straightening or blowing my hair out is not an option because my hair would swell up as swoon as I walk outside. For nursing school I prefer to have my hair up and away. I don’t want to fiddle with my hair in class and especially when I’m in clinicals. The problem I have is that my hair is so massive putting it into a bun is easier said than done. My buns look odd because my hair is so thick similar to helmet head. And if I attempt to wear my hair in a puff, the puff is so massive it’s almost obscene. I get stares and sometimes I’m a little embarrassed because I’m not sure if it’s appropriate enough for the work place. Once I had a clinical instructor tell me to go “calm down my hair” while at the hospital. What she didn’t know what that was about as tamed as my hair got. I still went in the bathroom and attempted to try to pack in my puff but there is only so much I can do. Luckily the charge nurse for the floor we were on that day happened to be a fellow natural and she complimented my hair that day. After that I wasn’t as discouraged or embarrassed to wear my hair out.

In addition, washing my hair is an all day affair from start to finish. Because my hair is so kinky and coarse it constantly needs moisture and TLC. My hair is like needy friend that keeps calling to hang out. With nursing school, I don’t have entire days to spare jumping in and out of the shower and detangling or deep conditioning.

So how have I managed? 3 things

1. Protective Styling

I’ve been in nursing school for almost 7 months and out of 7 months I’ve probably worn my hair out for one solid month. I make it a point to keep my hair braided or twisted. It prevents me from over-manipulating my hair which can cause breakage, I can keep my hair in cute buns that are extremely low maintenance, and I can get out of the house quickly which is so important when I am waking up at 5am frequently.

2. Lots and lots of headbands

Like I said, my buns can look quite odd but slapping on a cute headband makes my buns looks semi-normal/cute. Again this is great because I have to get up so early most days and I also get to protect the edges of my hair. I probably rotate 5 different black headbands for school.

3. Moisture spritzes

My hair is constantly braided up so to maintain the moisture balance I mist my hair with sprays that contain oils. My favorite spray at the moment is Shea Moisture’s Coconut & Hibiscus Hold & Shine Moisture Mist. But I’ve made my own sprays using simple ingredients I have at home. I spray my hair in the morning and at night before bed. I still wash my hair and condition regularly but the mist really helps those weeks when I have 3 or 4 exams.

Overall natural hair and nursing are definitely doable. It can be frustrating but come up with a system that works for you and benefits your hair. Protective styling and low maintenance hair styles just happen to work for me and I’ve been able to retain a lot of length this year by just keeping my hair braided up. I plan on continuing this until the conclusion of my program. If you can any questions or want to know more about my hair care regimen please comment below or hit me up on social media. until next time, see ya!

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This is as subdued as my puffs get.

Federal Loans

I’m my previous post I talked about how I paid for nursing school and to really understand how things happen for me they way they did you need to understand federal loans, specifically subsidized and unsubsidized loans. I’ve decided to just make a separate blog post about so my previous blog post wouldn’t get to lengthy. So let’s get into it!

Federal Subsidized Loans

This a type of loan given out by the government to students pursuing higher education at a competitively low-interest rate. The loan normally lasts about 4 years (it does vary) and repayment begins 6 months after your after graduation date. The beauty about this loan is that you as the loanee pays no interest! The federal government pays the interest for you until you graduate.These are the BEST type of student loans offered.

Subsidized Loan Scenario: Let’s say I borrowed $100 from the government and the interest rate was 10%. $100 x 0.10 renders $1. So every month, assuming you aren’t paying anything pack yet, $1 worth of interest would be added to my original bill of $100. At the end of one year I would owe the government $12 ($1 for every month) in interest in addition to the original loan amount of $100 for a grand total of $112. With a subsidized loan, after one year I would only owe the government $100 because the interest of $12 was paid by the government for me.

Federal Unsubsidized Loans

This a type of loan is again given out by the government to students pursuing higher education at a competitively low-interest rate.  The loan normally lasts about 4 years (it does vary) and repayment begins 6 months after your after graduation date. What differentiates subsidized from unsubsidized loans is that the government does not pay the interest for you. Unsubsidized loans begin accruing interest the moment the loan is processed and that interest will keep accruing. This how someone can take a $10,000 loan out at end up paying well over $20,000 back in the long run. Interest can sneak up on you so be careful!

Unsubsidized Loan Scenario: So I borrowed the same $100 from the government and the interest rate was 10% but this time it’s an unsubsidized loan. $100 x 0.10 renders $1. So every month $1 worth of interest would be added to my original bill of $100. At the end of one year I would owe the government $12 ($1 for every month) in interest in addition to the original loan amount of $100 for a grand total of $112. With an unsubsidized loan, after one year I would owe the government $112 because the isn’t paying the interest for me.

 

These are really watered down examples of how this works. $12 may not seem like  a whole lot to pay back. But what if I had a $5,000 unsubsidized loan at a 4% interest rate? That means every month $200 in interest would be added to my total bill and in one year I would go from owing $5000 to $7,400! That’s a huge difference! And if you read my ADN vs BSN blog post you know that a deciding factor when I was choosing a nursing program was cost.

Now that you know all this information, you might ask well why doesn’t everyone just take out subsidized loans for whatever amount is needed? The simple answer is that your lender AKA the government wouldn’t make any money and this is all a business at the end of the day. The government puts a cap on the amount a student can request for subsidized loans per semester depending on what year the student is in.

Here’s another example….

Let’s say, hypothetically, I am attending a 2 year nursing program and the tuition is $5000 a year and of course I need federal loans to pay for school. The first year I take out a $10,000 loan. The government will only give me $3500 in subsidized loans for the first year and if I can’t come up with the additional $6500 from another source, that’s $6500 in unsubsidized loans. The second year I take out another $10,000. But as a second year the government will let $4500 out of the $10,000 be in subsidized loans. But again, that’s still $5,500 in unsubsidized loans.

The $6500 starts accruing interest the moment it is processed. So for 2 years while I am in school that $6500 bill is slowly growing. If the interest rate is 4% that’s an extra $260 being added to the bill every month for 2 years or 24 months. At the end of the two years, I’ve graduated from nursing school but my original $6500 bill nearly doubled into a final bill of $12,480 in addition to the $3500. In total, I went from owing $10,000 for the first year of the program to owing $15,980 for the first year.

For the second year that $5500 at the same interest rate of 4% will cost me $220 every month for 12 month. At the end of that final year of school my loan went from $5500 to $8140 and I still owe $4500 in subsidized loans. So my total second year of nursing school went from $10,000 to $12,640. So I might have thought my nursing school program was only going to cost me $20,000 when in reality I will end of owing at least $28,620!!! That’s almost an additional $10,000 in interest alone. This is how people end of spending the rest of their lives paying off student loans.

Below is a chart explaining in-depth how subsidized and unsubsidized loans are capped for every school year.

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Now student loans are a necessary evil. I do believe that the system is flawed but I also believe in investing in yourself and your education. And if I had to take out loans to go to school I would do it but if I can avoid it I will try my hardest. I hoped this article helped someone out there thinking about pursing higher education. Until next time, see ya!